Tonight...or this morning... 4am or so, I won a limited edition Ipad.
There are only 3 like it in the world... which is fantastic...but I wouldn't care if there were 300 million like them...I just won a fucking Ipad...I also won a bunch of other things, like a t-shirt, a hoodie, a compilation of videos and pictures from concerts ect (all part of the package)...but really...I just won a fucking Ipad.
Now, my life literally sucks at the moment. The only way it could be worse is if I lived in Pakistan...with the floods...and you know...the terrorists...but I don't, so anytime I complain about how everyone else has a bit of luck on their side and manages to have their life fall into place... my parents look at me and go..."No, you have a roof over your head, and food and clothes...you're pretty damn lucky"...
Well, I've decided to be positive. I was positive (or my version of optimistic...which is a lot like pessimism...except I added "probably" to the end of "you'll never win") about this contest. So maybe, it's time to be really proactive about shaping my life into something that doesn't make me want to strap cement blocks around my waist and jump into the septic water tanks at the park.
I've decided that tides are changing and it's an omen. I need to act now...because as we know, low tide, again, becomes high tide...inevitably. I should build a sandcastle now and take a Polaroid...before it all washes away.
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